Tuesday, March 28, 2017

And you ask me why...

I have changed and you ask me why...
I became cold and you ask the reason why...
Have you ever asked yourself...
Have you ever asked your soul,
Who's to blame?
How painful it is to see everything we had built together collapse,
How hard it is to witness all the glory vanishing slowly in front of us...
Yes, I became restless and breathless 
I have no more energy to fight
To defend or to make things right
I just stood and saw all the things falling apart...
Never ask me why
Just ask yourself and then you will realize that all of that was because of you!

Saturday, July 16, 2016

Gone...

It was not gone with the wind...
It was gone by choice
Sad to say goodbye and much more sad to say it quietly and unexpectedly...
Gone...
Yes, gone and this time for good!
No regrets, no sorrow
I was taught that nothing lasts
Everything has an end
The only thing that remains just the memory of me and you before you were gone...

Saturday, November 21, 2015

Waiting...

Again waiting for you late at night
Again counting the hours for you to come
Just sitting and waiting...
Feel my heart beats every time my cell rings thinking it is you
Each sound I hear I think it is you coming
Where are you now?
Are you coming still?
Feeling sleepy but only hope keeps me awake... The thought of seeing you makes me more awake
And I wait and wait...
Afraid of thinking you won't come again
Scared of the idea of not having you
But will keep waiting for a while until my heart become frozen
And once I freeze then waiting will no longer matter.

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

I do...

Not even a day passes without imagining you...
Every hour, I can feel you around 
I try to talk to you, I turn around and see just my shadow...
Each place reminds me of you especially the mornings... I used to see you first!
Too far away but still deep in my heart
Am recalling our time together, our beautiful days and nights
Remembering everything...
I really miss your presence!

Thursday, October 23, 2014

And I saw you again...

I thought I will forget
I thought time will ease my pain...
And that was true
I had taken a break and rested my soul
Of thinking of you
I stayed away and drifted my thoughts...
I was almost recovering from the pain of not having you,
Of not seeing you,
Of not touching you...
I started to get used to be alone surviving without you
Until...I saw you again.

And here we are again, crossed arms, connected
And very much connected.
Your smell arouse all the old memories
Memories I thought they had vanished,
Moments that were really cherished. ?.
They all came back to surface
Clear, vivid and strong.

You came back into my life by chance
You gave me back my soul
You lightened up my sky
And you made me alive again.
I don't care if I will loose you again or not
All I care about right now
Is that you are in my arms and feeling
Your heartbeat next to mine.

So glad to see you agaib
Just want to enjoy the moment
And kill the time.

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Scared...

Daydreaming and thinking of you
Haven't heard from you and that kills me
Scared till death if something might have happened to you. ?.

Where are you my love
Where are you now
I just close my eyes just to remember you
And how we used to be...

Never thought things might end
Never expected we will be drifted apart
And how...in that cruel way

Scared of loosing you
The idea drives me insane
How can I overcome it
How can I be able not to see your face everyday

You killed me again
You killed me hundred of times
But this time...it was fatal.!

Sunday, July 20, 2014

You.

Thinking of you
Remembering you
And feeling that you will not be there anymore....
The thought of not seeing you again
Simply kills me.
So early
So soon
Why...
You abandoned me
Love no longer exists
You took it away
You...took the best part of me with you.
Just if you know how much I miss you
To feel you, to touch you and to hold you tight
All is gone and game is over
Will miss you much.