tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81943010439654374562024-02-08T05:05:47.430-08:00Memories of a Passionate Man.Personal stories, thoughts, ideas and contemplations about different issues and themes we face in our daily life. My stories can be very similar to yours but what differs is how we interpret things and face those incidents. Everything fades except our memories, that what remains deep in our thoughts and soul, only memories can take us back in time and space. Enjoy my stories, some are happy, others painful, some passionate, others ordinary...just try to live them with me!Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.comBlogger16125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-55316954230330901692018-09-30T09:33:00.001-07:002018-09-30T09:33:58.141-07:00Lonely nightsHow much I miss you in those lonely nights...<div>How much I think if you and imagine you around...</div><div>I can still hear your footsteps and feel your love vibes...</div><div>Those were the few days I remember the most...</div><div>How much I regret not staying longer with you ...</div><div>Where are you now...</div><div>Do you miss me!</div><div>It's midnight and you are not here...</div><div>How sad! Now I realized that you are far away and only the birds can trace your location...miss you much.</div>Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-42869983723282481402017-03-28T13:46:00.001-07:002017-03-28T13:46:25.876-07:00And you ask me why...I have changed and you ask me why...<div>I became cold and you ask the reason why...</div><div>Have you ever asked yourself...</div><div>Have you ever asked your soul,</div><div>Who's to blame?</div><div>How painful it is to see everything we had built together collapse,</div><div>How hard it is to witness all the glory vanishing slowly in front of us...</div><div>Yes, I became restless and breathless </div><div>I have no more energy to fight</div><div>To defend or to make things right</div><div>I just stood and saw all the things falling apart...</div><div>Never ask me why</div><div>Just ask yourself and then you will realize that all of that was because of you!</div><div><br></div>Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-19908760210589387232016-07-16T11:23:00.001-07:002016-07-16T11:23:13.685-07:00Gone...It was not gone with the wind...<div>It was gone by choice</div><div>Sad to say goodbye and much more sad to say it quietly and unexpectedly...</div><div>Gone...</div><div>Yes, gone and this time for good!</div><div>No regrets, no sorrow</div><div>I was taught that nothing lasts</div><div>Everything has an end</div><div>The only thing that remains just the memory of me and you before you were gone...</div>Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-66613445669697236592015-11-21T14:40:00.001-08:002015-11-21T14:40:58.942-08:00Waiting...Again waiting for you late at night<div>Again counting the hours for you to come</div><div>Just sitting and waiting...</div><div>Feel my heart beats every time my cell rings thinking it is you</div><div>Each sound I hear I think it is you coming</div><div>Where are you now?</div><div>Are you coming still?</div><div>Feeling sleepy but only hope keeps me awake... The thought of seeing you makes me more awake</div><div>And I wait and wait...</div><div>Afraid of thinking you won't come again</div><div>Scared of the idea of not having you</div><div>But will keep waiting for a while until my heart become frozen</div><div>And once I freeze then waiting will no longer matter.</div><div><br></div>Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-56928494905948502982015-07-22T00:13:00.001-07:002015-07-22T00:14:18.492-07:00I do...Not even a day passes without imagining you...<div>Every hour, I can feel you around </div><div>I try to talk to you, I turn around and see just my shadow...</div><div>Each place reminds me of you especially the mornings... I used to see you first!</div><div>Too far away but still deep in my heart</div><div>Am recalling our time together, our beautiful days and nights</div><div>Remembering everything...</div><div>I really miss your presence!</div>Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-89741826723881112712014-10-23T14:57:00.001-07:002014-10-23T14:57:28.127-07:00And I saw you again...<p dir=ltr>I thought I will forget<br>
I thought time will ease my pain...<br>
And that was true<br>
I had taken a break and rested my soul<br>
Of thinking of you<br>
I stayed away and drifted my thoughts...<br>
I was almost recovering from the pain of not having you,<br>
Of not seeing you,<br>
Of not touching you...<br>
I started to get used to be alone surviving without you<br>
Until...I saw you again.</p>
<p dir=ltr>And here we are again, crossed arms, connected<br>
And very much connected.<br>
Your smell arouse all the old memories<br>
Memories I thought they had vanished,<br>
Moments that were really cherished. ?.<br>
They all came back to surface<br>
Clear, vivid and strong.</p>
<p dir=ltr>You came back into my life by chance<br>
You gave me back my soul<br>
You lightened up my sky<br>
And you made me alive again. <br>
I don't care if I will loose you again or not<br>
All I care about right now<br>
Is that you are in my arms and feeling<br>
Your heartbeat next to mine.</p>
<p dir=ltr>So glad to see you agaib<br>
Just want to enjoy the moment<br>
And kill the time.</p>
Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-70890127768557129032014-08-09T03:35:00.001-07:002014-08-09T03:40:46.452-07:00Scared...<p dir=ltr>Daydreaming and thinking of you<br>
Haven't heard from you and that kills me<br>
Scared till death if something might have happened to you. ?.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Where are you my love<br>
Where are you now<br>
I just close my eyes just to remember you<br>
And how we used to be...</p>
<p dir=ltr>Never thought things might end<br>
Never expected we will be drifted apart<br>
And how...in that cruel way</p>
<p dir=ltr>Scared of loosing you<br>
The idea drives me insane<br>
How can I overcome it<br>
How can I be able not to see your face everyday</p>
<p dir=ltr>You killed me again<br>
You killed me hundred of times<br>
But this time...it was fatal.!</p>
Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-8238354769248070292014-07-20T18:26:00.001-07:002014-07-20T18:26:25.901-07:00You.<p dir=ltr>Thinking of you<br>
Remembering you<br>
And feeling that you will not be there anymore....<br>
The thought of not seeing you again<br>
Simply kills me.<br>
So early<br>
So soon<br>
Why...<br>
You abandoned me<br>
Love no longer exists<br>
You took it away<br>
You...took the best part of me with you.<br>
Just if you know how much I miss you<br>
To feel you, to touch you and to hold you tight<br>
All is gone and game is over<br>
Will miss you much.</p>
Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-62899125486832335662014-05-02T07:01:00.001-07:002014-05-02T07:01:34.863-07:00Ending an Affair.,.<p dir=ltr>Heartbeats overspeed,<br>
Soul feels like burning..,<br>
Deep sorrow eating me from the inside,<br>
Regrets and clouds fill my thoughts,</p>
<p dir=ltr>How awful to loose a loved one,<br>
How disturbing to loose a habit,<br>
How much it hurts to kill in your hands<br>
Your love affair that you built and cherished...</p>
<p dir=ltr>Breathing became hard, sleeping became impossible<br>
Why...because of you.<br>
All my thoughts became filled with your picture,<br>
Your face, your smile, your voice...<br>
I forgot to sleep, I even forgot to dream,<br>
I just waited for you to return.</p>
<p dir=ltr>But here comes the time to say goodbye,<br>
To end everything and to destroy our palace<br>
Of love, lust and passion...</p>
<p dir=ltr>You killed me twice, I was reborn again<br>
Let me save my third life...<br>
Let me live not in your shadows...<br>
Let me be...</p>
<p dir=ltr>Goodbye my love, goodbye my pleasures,<br>
I end it now as if it never happened.<br>
Full stop,</p>
Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-13412389520872915982014-04-21T08:16:00.001-07:002014-04-21T08:16:22.269-07:00Like a candle...<p dir=ltr>Here comes the night again...<br>
Alone...just lying in bed<br>
Thinking of you.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Can't stop thinking of you<br>
Imagining you everywhere...<br>
It's like the candle<br>
Became a melting candle,<br>
Yes. Because of you.</p>
<p dir=ltr>And I ask myself again<br>
Am I going to see you again<br>
And hold you tight in my arms...</p>
<p dir=ltr>Here the wind blowing...<br>
The candle light fading away...<br>
All dark, all quiet and just the memory of you<br>
Keeps me awakw.</p>
Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-64165440566513210582014-03-21T03:36:00.001-07:002014-03-21T03:36:21.871-07:00Leaving...<p dir=ltr>Again time has come to say goodbye,<br>
Time has come to be separated<br>
How can I overcome the emptiness<br>
How can I stay without you...</p>
<p dir=ltr>Counting the days left<br>
I feel breathless<br>
Seeing your suitcase in the hallway,<br>
That kills me.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Am I going to see you again<br>
Maybe yes...maybe no<br>
But in both cases, <br>
I must get used to live without you.</p>
Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-340332242158568652013-10-17T05:34:00.001-07:002013-10-17T05:34:24.674-07:00WHERE ARE YOU NOW?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
You have gone and you have taken a part of me with you,<br />
You have gone and I felt all the emptiness of the world...<br />
Became daydreamer, breathless and sleepless!<br />
<br />
I just gaze the infinity and think only of you, of your face, your smile and your voice.<br />
Where are you now? what are you doing now? are you coming back?<br />
How painful it is, you have gone without saying goodbye...<br />
<br />
Nothing remains except the memory of you and the picture of us,<br />
wishing you well and sitting here just waiting for you to come!</div>
Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-20099478993159704372012-02-01T04:04:00.001-08:002012-02-01T04:04:46.772-08:00REMEMBERING YOU!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">How painful your memory became!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">How much it hurts to recall those good old days and how we used to be!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I still remember you, our talks, laughs and how dear you were.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Those special years spent together suddenly disappeared in one minute, Is that possible!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Loosing all what we had, all what we built, the trust, the love and everything we shared.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">That really hurts deep inside and feels like a sword cutting my veins.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Though I still remember you and cherich all what we had…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">All the thoughts of you keep me with just a smile.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I try to avoid those memories, not to fall in the trap of sorrow, pain and regrets</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Let it all be gone …But all those years, were they in vain?</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">We used to be lovers now complete starngers, we shared thousands of things together, now nothing connects us together..not even a dream.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Here I am again with a frozen heart and a tear in my eye</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Holding your picture in that frame and burning in the fire of those memories!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
</div></div>Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-67417742790318650252011-10-25T10:38:00.000-07:002011-10-25T10:38:25.327-07:0048 minutes in Heaven!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Not until my eyes met yours and I almost felt a paralysis all over my body</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Looking straight in the eyes turned me down as a breathless prey</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">How could I resist such a charm and look at a heavenly sculptured being!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Felt real heaven by touching you...I really did</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I counted those few minutes in your presence</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Counted those unforgettable moments of joy, pleasure and pain knowing they will end </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">i cheriched every inch i caressed in your body, still remember your ve</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">lvet skin </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Sweet smell and tender lips…you were nothing but a little piece of paradise</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">A sacred place where everythiung is totally divine.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">How could everything be that perfect? </span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">How could such a thing be so real?</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Was it a dream? No, it was you! A </span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">goddess of beauty and a shiny star fallen from the skies.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Cannot take you out of my head, am closing my eyes just to be taken back in time and space to be again with you and enjoy another 48 mintes even if it is only in my mind.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
</div></div>Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-17367717924627086152011-09-08T10:24:00.000-07:002011-09-08T10:24:00.319-07:00The Picture Of You.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Looking left, looking right<br />
all what i see is your smile...and your beautiful face.<br />
Years have passed away as if it was yesterday<br />
maybe it is because of your pictures, they have a powerful effect on my inner being.<br />
<br />
Someone told me once to forget about my past and live my present,<br />
to remove all those frames and to live a new life.<br />
I could not detach myself from seeing you every morning and looking at you before i go to bed,<br />
I could not take of those frames and memories collected through years...<br />
<br />
Then i told him how can i give up sincere and unforgettable good old days?<br />
Am I living a better "today"? I realized that everything fades except your memories<br />
and what if it is the memory of your beloved one.<br />
<br />
Pure pleasure, yes it is a mental pleasure to look at your picture and to remember...<br />
Each one takes me back in time and space...sometimes it hurts!<br />
Where are you now? What are you up to? I always ask myself when i look at them.<br />
Deep inside I feel that you are connected with my heart and soul and asking the same...<br />
<br />
Wherever you are, your pictures are my cure, they do console me in my loneliness<br />
and especially when i miss you!</div>Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8194301043965437456.post-52966171212413089912011-09-03T15:29:00.000-07:002011-09-08T10:03:05.385-07:00Not again!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Here we are again standing at the crossroads,<br />
<div closure_uid_se5bou="111">Here we are again face to face loosing words<br />
with nothing but tears in our eyes and confusion.</div><div closure_uid_se5bou="112"><br />
</div>The silence filled the space tremendously only iterrupted by your heartbeats,<br />
I could read your what your eyes wanted to tell, I felt your shaken soul<br />
but again we loose it and get trapped in the darkness and locked in dilemma.<br />
<br />
I tried it many times, suffered a lot in begging you to come along<br />
but all went in vain...and still donnow why.<br />
<br />
<div closure_uid_se5bou="113">Not again...You made us loose track and choose different roads.</div><div closure_uid_se5bou="113">Can't fight it anymore, can't deny the fact that it is over now!<br />
</div><div closure_uid_se5bou="113">Here we are now separated at different corners<br />
Just accepted the distance with one sweet-bitter memory deep inside of me...</div><div closure_uid_se5bou="113">and that is You!</div></div>Tarek Saabhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13945052773794549313noreply@blogger.com0