48 minutes in Heaven!

Not until my eyes met yours and I almost felt a paralysis all over my body

Looking straight in the eyes turned me down as a breathless prey

How could I resist such a charm and look at a heavenly sculptured being!

Felt real heaven by touching you...I really did

I counted those few minutes in your presence

Counted those unforgettable moments of joy, pleasure and pain knowing they will end

i cheriched every inch i caressed in your body, still remember your velvet skin

Sweet smell and tender lips…you were nothing but a little piece of paradise

A sacred place where everythiung is totally divine.

How could everything be that perfect? How could such a thing be so real?

Was it a dream? No, it was you! A goddess of beauty and a shiny star fallen from the skies.

Cannot take you out of my head, am closing my eyes just to be taken back in time and space to be again with you and enjoy another 48 mintes even if it is only in my mind.

The Picture Of You.

Looking left, looking right
all what i see is your smile...and your beautiful face.
Years have passed away as if it was yesterday
maybe it is because of your pictures, they have a powerful effect on my inner being.

Someone told me once to forget about my past and live my present,
to remove all those frames and to live a new life.
I could not detach myself from seeing you every morning and looking at you before i go to bed,
I could not take of those frames and memories collected through years...

Then i told him how can i give up sincere and unforgettable good old days?
Am I living a better "today"? I realized that everything fades except your memories
and what if it is the memory of your beloved one.

Pure pleasure, yes it is a mental pleasure to look at your picture and to remember...
Each one takes me back in time and space...sometimes it hurts!
Where are you now? What are you up to? I always ask myself when i look at them.
Deep inside I feel that you are connected with my heart and soul and asking the same...

Wherever you are, your pictures are my cure, they do console me in my loneliness
and especially when i miss you!

Not again!

Here we are again standing at the crossroads,

Here we are again face to face loosing words
with nothing but tears in our eyes and confusion.

The silence filled the space tremendously only iterrupted by your heartbeats,
I could read your what your eyes wanted to tell, I felt your shaken soul
but again we loose it and get trapped in the darkness and locked in dilemma.

I tried it many times, suffered a lot in begging you to come along
but all went in vain...and still donnow why.

Not again...You made us loose track and  choose different roads.

Can't fight it anymore, can't deny the fact that it is over now!

Here we are now separated at different corners
Just accepted the distance with one sweet-bitter memory deep inside of me...

and that is You!