You.

Thinking of you
Remembering you
And feeling that you will not be there anymore....
The thought of not seeing you again
Simply kills me.
So early
So soon
Why...
You abandoned me
Love no longer exists
You took it away
You...took the best part of me with you.
Just if you know how much I miss you
To feel you, to touch you and to hold you tight
All is gone and game is over
Will miss you much.

Ending an Affair.,.

Heartbeats overspeed,
Soul feels like burning..,
Deep sorrow eating me from the inside,
Regrets and clouds fill my thoughts,

How awful to loose a loved one,
How disturbing to loose a habit,
How much it hurts to kill in your hands
Your love affair that you built and cherished...

Breathing became hard, sleeping became impossible
Why...because of you.
All my thoughts became filled with your picture,
Your face, your smile, your voice...
I forgot to sleep, I even forgot to dream,
I just waited for you to return.

But here comes the time to say goodbye,
To end everything and to destroy our palace
Of love, lust and passion...

You killed me twice, I was reborn again
Let me save my third life...
Let me live not in your shadows...
Let me be...

Goodbye my love, goodbye my pleasures,
I end it now as if it never happened.
Full stop,

Like a candle...

Here comes the night again...
Alone...just lying in bed
Thinking of you.

Can't stop thinking of you
Imagining you everywhere...
It's like the candle
Became a melting candle,
Yes. Because of you.

And I ask myself again
Am I going to see you again
And hold you tight in my arms...

Here the wind blowing...
The candle light fading away...
All dark, all quiet and just the memory of you
Keeps me awakw.

Leaving...

Again time has come to say goodbye,
Time has come to be separated
How can I overcome the emptiness
How can I stay without you...

Counting the days left
I feel breathless
Seeing your suitcase in the hallway,
That kills me.

Am I going to see you again
Maybe yes...maybe no
But in both cases,
I must get used to live without you.

WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

You have gone and you have taken a part of me with you,
You have gone and I felt all the emptiness of the world...
Became daydreamer, breathless and sleepless!

I just gaze the infinity and think only of you, of your face, your smile and your voice.
Where are you now? what are you doing now? are you coming back?
How painful it is, you have gone without saying goodbye...

Nothing remains except the memory of you and the picture of us,
wishing you well and sitting here just waiting for you to come!

REMEMBERING YOU!

How painful your memory became!

How much it hurts to recall those good old days and how we used to be!

I still remember you, our talks, laughs and how dear you were.

Those special years spent together suddenly disappeared in one minute, Is that possible!

Loosing all what we had, all what we built, the trust, the love and everything we shared.

That really hurts deep inside and feels like a sword cutting my veins.

Though I still remember you and cherich all what we had…

All the thoughts of you keep me with just a smile.

I try to avoid those memories, not to fall in the trap of sorrow, pain and regrets

Let it all be gone …But all those years, were they in vain?

We used to be lovers now complete starngers, we shared thousands of things together, now nothing connects us together..not even a dream.

Here I am again with a frozen heart and a tear in my eye

Holding your picture in that frame and burning in the fire of those memories!

48 minutes in Heaven!

Not until my eyes met yours and I almost felt a paralysis all over my body

Looking straight in the eyes turned me down as a breathless prey

How could I resist such a charm and look at a heavenly sculptured being!

Felt real heaven by touching you...I really did

I counted those few minutes in your presence

Counted those unforgettable moments of joy, pleasure and pain knowing they will end

i cheriched every inch i caressed in your body, still remember your velvet skin

Sweet smell and tender lips…you were nothing but a little piece of paradise

A sacred place where everythiung is totally divine.

How could everything be that perfect? How could such a thing be so real?

Was it a dream? No, it was you! A goddess of beauty and a shiny star fallen from the skies.

Cannot take you out of my head, am closing my eyes just to be taken back in time and space to be again with you and enjoy another 48 mintes even if it is only in my mind.